Saturday, August 26, 2006


haiis .
felt lyk crying now ..
:'(
my family just don't support me at all !
whatever i've bought , they will have negative comments abt it .
until now ,
wen i've bought sth ..
i dont even dare to show it to them .
knowing dat i'll definitely get demoralised
after hearing the comments abt it .
not one will be positive .
i dont understand .
they just dont lyk seeing me dolling up .
ishh not as if i dolled myself up lyk beri kua zhang .
ishh just normal kkx .
girls are just born to doll themselves up , isn't it .
i dont believe my mum didnt doll up herself at all
wen she was young .
my dad said she did too ..
=X
just becos my sis doesnt lyk dolling up ,
doesnt mean i cant , right .
wen my sis dolled up ,
(influenced by me)
with make-ups and all
which i didnt .
my mum wont sae a word abt it at all .
but wen i just dolled myself up ,
without make-ups summore ..
she'll definitely have something to say .
believe me , everytime .
den ish lyk my actual good mood was
simply ruined by her demoralising words .
cant she just dont say anything abt my clothes at all .
it's so biased , isnt it ..
it's not fair .
they treat me like a pri skul kid ..
cant they just appreciate what they have .
they didnt even look at how some other ppl wear .
ishh more kua zhang den me kkays .
it's so unfair ..
and my dad just gave me $6 for lunch today ,
when i told him dat i was going out wib my fwens
to buy sth ok .
and the rest ish all my savings alrite .
nn wen i bought a pair of greenish-blue wedges today
at only $9.9o ,
wichh was originally priced at $39.9o .
my dad didnt even bother to take a look at it
and kept saying how hard it is for him to earn money ...
wen he heard frm my sis dat i bought tis $9.9o shoes .
wen he doesnt even know dat i'm trying so hard to save money too .
nn i was lyk finding a pair of wedges dat aren't beri high ,
fer so long ..
c0s my mum doesnt like me wearing too high shoes .
and most of the wedges found outside i just so high .
i was so proud of myself
when i bought it .
but i dont dare to show it to my parents at all .
they will probably give negative comments abt it again ..
so wen i was abt to walk out wib my new wedges to show dem .
i turned and quickly walked back agn .
haiis~
i showed it to my sis only ..
but she just looked at it and say :
"arent there any other colours? "
den i said no except yellow which is not that nice .
den she looked at me with the wedges fer some tym and said :
"ok .. just dont wear it wen going out with us ."
den i said :
"ok , i wont . "
bec0s i'm the 2nd tallest in the family .
so everyone in the family thinks dat i'm so damn tall
which i'm not when compared with other ppl outside .
den she walked out and said :
" i dont understand why you love wearing high-heel shoes .. "
see .. dats what i mean .
no one in the family supports me at all .
no one give good comments at all .
doesnt mean my sis doesnt like wearing high-heel shoes .
doesnt mean ii cant right .
n i dont believe dat she wont wear any
when she grows up ..
it's totally unfair .
ii cant doll myself up too much when i'm goin out too .
ii feel so restricted
when i'm choosing my clothes .
i hate hearing the "zhick" sound
dat they oways make .

cant they just support me , for once ?



kkays kays .
dont wanna talk abt dat again ..
it just ruins my mood .
today went out wib wanxin & ziyi .
yl cudnt make it ..
weixingg came later to mit zy .
and we walked .
walked ard bugis ..
cant find any shoes at all .
den went far east .
separated wib zy & weixingg
fer awhile .
and mi & wanxinn went shopping fer our shoes .
found tis shop crowded wib ppl .
and we decided to take a look .
i love tis kind of shop
c0s i noe dere will definitely be cheap & nice goods inside .
hehehes .
and indeed , we found a corner
wher there're shoes dat cost $15 fer 2 shoes .
i found tis greenish-blue wedge dat arent dat high
with my size .
den wx cudnt find her size so she didnt buy ..
so i bought it at $9.9o .
ishh so nice norhs .
i love it alot sia .
it's definitely worth it sia ..
:)
den we went searching fer other shoes fer wx ,
bud cudnt find any ..
den we went bak after meeting zy .
weixingg went to other place .
it was so late by then .
went to cp to buy some tings and
finally , home sweet home ..
reached home at ard 8 sia .
so late norhs ..
hahahas .
but had fun las .
enjoyed it alot !
:)
just love shopping with them !!
LOVES THEM ;






thanks fer everything ..
i do cherish it
alot . xP